can you feel the gravity falling, calling us home?
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Monday, August 31, 2009 @ 6:11 AM
a word of testimony :) after listening to Narmit preaching 2 days ago at Saturday night service, i've found out something. because i remember listening to a sermon where the pastor said to praise God in everything, but, i got it wrong. cause the bible said, praise God IN everything, not FOR everything. heh.. so yea. IN and FOR are VERY different. as ya'll know, last Tuesday, i went through a lot. like Crystal said just now, is it call 'spiritual attack'? ahahahha. i went for surgery in the afternoon and then at night i had gastric i think. i vomited and was very weak, almost faint. i was praying in tongues (yes i am proud to say, God gave me the gift already :D) and then i thought of the what the pastor said, which i got it all wrong, i was praising God in my heart although i was sitting in front of my toilet bowl, barely able to talk or move, what more to say walk okay. so there i was praising God, for what he did in my life (which is the main point) then....... i praised God for me being sick, although it was hard, but somehow it made me smile cause God put in heart about all that he's done in my life. i was thinking, if God were to take me that night, i would willingly go with Him. i'm still trying to sort this 'situation' out. trying to find out what is God trying to say to me. gotta pray hard! ahhh..... stay strong in faith peoples. pray hard be a history maker xoxo tania :D |